The Cylon War By Dave Learn Part 1 Jean-Luc Picard leaned back comfortably in his command chair. The Enterprise was on a routine exploratory mission on the edge of Federation territory, mapping uncharted star systems. This, he thought, was wonderful. A peaceful interlude from many of the Enterprise's more dangerous assignments, such as its periodic forays toward the Romulan Neutral Zone. Of course, with a name like Enterprise, the ship had an uncanny history of finding trouble, even on the most routine and unlikely assignments. He stood up for what must have been the fifteenth time in twenty minutes to walk across his bridge. All right, he admitted to himself, he wasn't completely comfortable with the assignment. In fact, he felt downright nervous. Not because of the actual exploration; the thrill of the unknown was always exhilarating for him. It was what had driven him into Star Fleet to begin with. No, what concerned him were the three passengers he had on board the ship. They were a constant puzzle to him, and he wished to make them feel completely at home in his ship, unsure if he was doing a good job. Only a year before, he and his crew had encountered an alien fleet coming from an unknown sector of the galaxy. The fleet was led by a warship called the Galactica, and interestingly enough, everyone in the entire fleet was human. Not just humanoid, which would have been interesting enough, but human. Somehow, on another planet -- one named Kobol -- thousands of light years from Earth, a humanity had evolved identical to the humanity which evolved on Earth. The Darwinists were mystified as to how this could be, and many were even more puzzled when the aliens revealed that their ancestors had also colonized Earth, when the fossil record seemed to indicate to the contrary. Scientific mysteries aside, it was clear that the travellers required haven, and their desire to join the Federation was soon made manifest. They were granted an uninhabited planet in Federation territory to colonize, and those members of the fleet with a military inclination were welcomed into Star Fleet at comparative levels to their previously held ranks. The whoosh of the turbolift arrested Picard's line of thought as it announced the arrival of the three guests Picard was so concerned about. The elder of the three, the commander of the Galactica and leader of the twelve tribes stepped out. "Welcome to the bridge, Admiral Adama," Picard smiled as he sought to conceal his uneasiness. Why did he feel so uncomfortable around this man? He looked kindly and gentle, like a grandfather. Perhaps, Picard mused, it was simply because he was such a mystery. "Thank you, Captain Picard, though I must confess I am... unused to being referred to as `admiral.'" "No doubt. But you must admit, we could hardly call the leader of an entire fleet what we call our first officers." "Indeed, I should think not. But tell me, how long until we reach Mormo?" "Ensign Green, time until arrival at our destination?" Picard asked. The dark-curled man at the navigation console turned. "Only another forty-five minutes, captain," Green returned. "Is something wrong, Ensign?" "No sir, it's just..." "Just what?" "The name `Mormo,' Captain. It just seems like an unusual name for a planet." The dark-haired man standing next to Adama chuckled quietly. "I suppose any name might sound unusual to someone who's never heard it before, like Lieutenant Worf's `Klinzhai.'" The huge Klingon at the tactical console peered down from his lofty elevation at the discussion. "Indeed? Klinzhai is an honorable name for a world. It means, `Home of Warriors,' an appropriate title for the Klingon homeworld." "No, it's not that, Apollo," Green replied. "I have heard the name before. It's the name of a demon in Judeo-Christian tradition, the prince of the ghouls." "Interesting," replied Apollo. "In Smythism, Mormo is one of the most revered of all the gods of Kobol." "That's another name I've heard before," said Green. The android Data seated next to Green turned. "Indeed? When we originally encountered the Galactica, I was unable to locate any reference to a planet named Kobol." "This is incredible," Adama piped in. "You're the first person from Earth I've encountered so far who has heard of Kobol, Ensign Green. Where did you hear of it?" "A religious group begun on Earth during the nineteenth century believed in a distant planet named Kobol. That's where Moroni came from." "I don't believe it," gaped the blond man with Apollo and Adama. "Moroni was the name of the angel who gave the revelation to J'Sopha." "Gentlemen," Picard interrupted. "I do not believe that the bridge of a starship is the best place to discuss religion. Mister Green has shown himself to be very narrow-minded on this subject, and has swayed the opinions of others on this bridge as well." He eyed the looming figure of Worf as he finished his sentence. "Very well, captain," Adama acquiesced. "Ensign Green, if I could have your company once your duty shift is at an end, I would be very grateful." Blast it, thought Picard, why does Green have to be so pushy with his religion? Why can't he just let people believe what they want to believe and let well enough alone. His mind raced back to the time Q appeared on the ship and appeared to transport them back to first century Palestine. Green had used the opportunity to share his beliefs with them, and both Worf and Wesley had converted. Now Green had a Bible study going for interested officers, and Picard was concerned that more and more of his bridge crew would start committing intellectual suicide. And what good was an officer whose world view was so narrow-minded and theocentric? Data quickly interrupted his silent condemnation in as puzzled a tone as android could have. "Captain, we are entering sensor range now, but we can detect only minimal life signs." "Check sensors." "Checking sensors, captain. There are no malfunctions. All systems are functioning normally." "Verified, captain. That's Moroni ahead, but there are no life signs." "Impossible. How can a population of a billion people just disappear?" Picard demanded. "Apollo, good buddy, you don't suppose that --" the blond man began. "Let's hope not, Starbuck," came Apollo's swift reply. "Go to warp nine," Picard ordered. Within minutes the Enterprise arrived in orbit around the lifeless planet Mormo. The devastation was complete. The newly-constructed cities lay in ruins, the smoke rising from the once-crowded streets like giant funeral wreaths to block out the light of the sun. "Good Lord." Picard's words hung in the air as the horror of what shown on the viewscreen sunk in. "All my people... the Council of Twelve..." Adama breathed in deep shock, tears forming in his eyes. Each of the three Galacticans were hit hardest. These had been their people, their families, their friends. For yahrens, the fleet had travelled the length of the galaxy together, fighting off the Cylons for some distant hope. They had fought together, laughed together, shared triumph and defeat, and now... all was ashes. For once, the garrulous Starbuck was silent. "What power could have done this?" Worf asked, amazed at the force of Mormo's destroyers. The screen switched to show the space around Mormo. Here was the Galactica, brutally attacked and ripped asunder beneath a brutal onslaught. The Rising Star, Counsellor Uri's vessel, drifted through space like floating refuse. Other ships, having successfully navigated the treacherous stars now drifted in pieces around Mormo, destroyed by the hand of an unfeeling foe. Among the ruins of the fleet drifted smaller, one-person vessels, the colonial vipers, some more intact than others, bursts of energy playing about their broken frames like flies on a hot pan. Among them drifted other ships, built like flying pancakes. Although more of the Cylon raiders littered the sky, it was clear which side had triumphed. "How can this have happened?" Picard asked. "We defeated the Cylons just after we encountered you. We destroyed three of their Basestars. Surely they would have seen that we are more powerful than them and wouldn't have attacked again." "No," Adama whispered harshly, "No, they wouldn't have cared. I've told you before, the Cylons won't rest until they've destroyed every last human. Do you believe me now? They followed us this far, and they've destroyed us at last. By now they're aware of your Federation and are at work destroying your people, too. They won't be satisfied until either side is utterly destroyed. Can't you see that?" As the Enterprise pushed onward though the battlefield, the wreckage of a Basestar appeared, torn nearly in two by the powerful missiles of the Galactica. A larger, cylindrical ship drifted docilely in the midst of the silent cemetery. "There! What's that?" Picard asked, indicating the unfamiliar ship. Starbuck looked, breaking his silent reverie. "That's a Cylon fuel ship. Carries solarium, the most flammable substance we're aware of. Light one of those, and you've got one heck of a fire. Almost as bright as a nova." So, Adama thought. This is how it ends. He imagined Tigh at the command of the Galactica, guarding the planet until he was positive they were safe. He imagined his final moments as he saw the massive Cylon fleet approaching, as he made the desperate attempt to save the fleet from destruction, placing the Galactica and her vipers between the Cylons and the defenseless planet below. I should have been there, Adama thought despairingly, to save my people, or at least to die with them. "Captain," Green said, "Commander Data and I have detected a residual chemical trail, such as may have been left by the Cylons. I would have dismissed it, but since Lieutenant Starbuck says that they run on chemical fuel..." "What heading did the ship take, Ensign?" Picard asked. "The direction they've taken will lead them directly to Sector 001... Earth." He finished his answer with a gasp, an almost strangled sound which nearly expired before it escaped his throat. "Lieutenant Worf, alert Star Fleet. Inform that we are in pursuit of the Cylon war fleet. Sound a red alert throughout the ship, secure all hands and prepare for battle. Ensign Green, lay in a course to pursue the Cylons at warp nine point five." The Enterprise turned around like a graceful swan until it pointed in the direction the Cylons had taken after their attack on Mormo. Then, in a brilliant burst of light the ship disappeared from sight as it roared through hyperspace toward the coming battle. Part Two William T. Riker shinnied up the rough tree as silently and expediently as possible. Too much noise would attract undesired attention and cost him whatever advantage he had. All around him, the birds sung sweetly, blissfully unaware of the struggle he underwent. The brook deceptively wound its way through the wooded countryside, a peaceful image designed to lull him into unwariness. The area emanated a tranquil quality too absent from his time on board the Enterprise. Ironic that he should be fleeing through it for his life. From his lofty perch, his eyes raced over the unpeopled landscape. There! There was one of them. A solitary robot, programmed to kill humans on sight, stood down the slopes some fifty meters. Riker wondered that it hadn't detected his presence yet. At once he began to develop a strategy to overcome this unit. Besides it, there were at least two, perhaps as many as five other robots searching for him. If he managed to overcome this one, he had a chance. With the robot's phaser rifle, he would be better able to defeat the others. An attack relying on physical prowess would fail, he realized. This robot was at least as strong as Lieutenant Data and could pulverize him with the twitch of a hand. No, he smiled ruefully, he would need some of Worf's guile and cunning. The robot patiently scanned the countryside with its infrared vision. The human, once located, would be an easy target for destruction. A noise from up the slope drew its attention. The leaves from a tree rustled loudly as something plummeted from their haven. The robot turned about to locate the human. Rather than the focused heat of a human body, the robot beheld a portrait of heat, like fire splashed across a canvas. Somewhere within the brush fire was the human, but it would be impossible to detect where without closer investigation. It automatically readied the phaser rifle it cradled in its arm. Looking for all the world like a king at court, Riker sat enthroned on a stump while the flames danced for his amusement. At the entrance to his flaming palace, towers of flame guarded their lord from the robot's advance. The robot looked directly at the commander but remained unsure if it had found the human it sought -- it could find nothing to distinguish Riker from the heat all around it. Riker relaxed as he witnessed the robot's bewilderment. Then, gathering his breath, he lunged to his left before landing on his chest some five feet away. The robot, seeing the sudden motion, fired the phaser rifle, missing Riker but hitting the tree behind where Riker had sat. The behemoth, already weakened by the fire, broke at the phaser blast and fell forward with a loud crack. The robot never knew what hit it. "One down, five to go," Riker quipped as he ran to grab the robot's phaser. As his hand reached out to claim his prize, his eyes lit on the last thing he wanted to see: two other robots. Their rifles fired, hitting Riker squarely in the chest. "Game over. One robot incapacitated," the computer's voice gently rang through the room as the woods and robots disappeared from the holodeck. "Blast it. Why can't I ever win?" Riker asked airily. "Success is dependent upon individual skill and selected game level," the computer responded. Riker grinned as he gathered himself up. "Well, at least I'm getting better. I managed to destroy one this time. I'll have to tell Worf." "Number One, report to the briefing room," Picard's voice echoed in the empty holodeck. "What is it, sir?" "We seem to have a problem. The Cylons have returned." "The Cylons? Have Adama's people been informed?" "They are... they are aware of the situation, Number One. Report to the briefing room." Ten minutes later, Riker stepped onto the bridge. The command chair was, of course, empty, as was Picard's policy when the bridge crew was in conference. He turned to the navigator. "Afternoon, Keith. Do you know what's going on?" The curly-haired ensign looked over his shoulder, sadness in his eyes. "Yes sir. It's not pleasant. Captain Picard is going to need your support." Green was an unusual sort to find on a starship -- he was a fundamentalist Christian, believing the Bible to be the word of a supreme being. Yet despite his narrow-mindedness, Green showed himself to have an engaging personality, an uncanny resourcefulness and a sincere devotion to his duties that was unusually intense. Despite its reservations about his evangelical tendencies, Star Fleet saw no reason not to graduate Green from the academy and assign him to its flagship. During his service, he had established an exemplary record, the only mar being an infraction of Star Fleet's religious freedom guidelines, where he had initiated a conversation about his god. Star Fleet did not forbid discussion, but it had to be initiated by non-adherents to the faith in question. Putting his thoughts of Green behind him, Riker stepped into the briefing room. His eyes roved the table -- he was the last one to arrive. Picard, Worf, Deanna, Data, Geordi, Dr Crusher, Adama, Starbuck, and Apollo were already seated. "I understand your feelings, admiral," Deanna said to Adama, "but you must not blame yourself. There is nothing you could have done to save your people. The Cylons had them hopelessly outnum -- what is that smell?" Picard sniffed the air and soon wished he hadn't. "It smells like a campfire. Number One, what have you been doing?" Riker grinned. "Sorry you don't like the smell, sir. I was just pitting myself against some Tholian assassin robots. I had to set fire to the holodeck to even the odds." "How did you manage, commander? I can only destroy three of them before I am overwhelmed, and would like some suggestions." "Sorry, Worf. I only took out one before they killed me. I don't think I can be of much help." Picard dismissed the conversation with a wave of his hand. "Enough. Number One, you are familiar with our guests?" "Of course." Riker nodded curtly to Adama, Apollo, and Starbuck. Picard formally began the meeting. "We arrived at the planet Mormo approximately thirty minutes ago to deliver he dignitaries back. What we found was this." At the touch of Picard's finger, the viewscreen lit up to reveal the devastated Mormo. The new cities lay in ruins, anthills crushed beneath a giant heel. The Galactica and her brood drifted emptily in space, torn to pieces by the deadly onslaught which had overcome them. As the viewscreen progressed, other shapes appeared. Baseships, huge metal sandwiches separated by a pole wandered through the vacuum, ripped apart but identifiable. And in the background hung a Cylon tanker, the fuel which caused the conflagration to surge. Riker sat in his chair, shocked into silence, his mouth agape at the sight. "Good Lord, even the Borg couldn't do that..." he at last gasped. "Shortly after we arrived, Ensign Green detected chemical traces which we believe were left behind by the Cylons. We are in pursuit and should encounter them within ten hours. They are headed toward Earth." "Ah, Earth," Adama mused. "You know, the belief in your world was all that sustained for us the yahrens we wandered through space. We thought that once we located the thirteenth colony, all would be well, that we would at last have peace. "Who would have thought this would be the peace we would win for ourselves and Earth?" "Admiral Adama," Deanna said, "it is not over yet. The Cylons haven't reached Earth, and before they do, they'll have to fight Star Fleet." "Not over?" Adama demanded, growing louder. "Not over?" He broke off to a whisper, so that the others strained to hear. "Of course it's over. It's all finished. We can't resist the Cylons. We thought we could. We tried for a thousand yahrens, and when we thought we had peace, they destroyed the Twelve Colonies. We thought we escaped them and found Earth, and they have followed us even here, and destroyed us. Mormo is a tomb, a place fit for that demon your young ensign talked about. We have lost, and it is over. The gods of Kobol have abandoned us to die." Adama rose and walked out of the briefing room. Troi looked at Starbuck and Apollo, and seeing they could be no help, whirled out after him. "Does anyone have any suggestions?" Picard ventured, trying to pierce the despondency which had blanketed the room. "Destroy them." "I beg your pardon?" "I said, `Destroy them,'" the blond Starbuck said louder. "They've hunted us like animals for over a thousand yahrens. They destroyed the Twelve Colonies, and they won't stop until the thirteenth is gone, too. You've got to kill them before they kill you. It's as simple as that." "I'm afraid Starbuck's right," Dr Crusher ventured. "Any race that could destroy an entire world, a whole people, like the Cylons have done to Mormo... I don't see why they would stop there. It's humans they hate, and Earth has spread humanity all across the Federation. Once the Cylons reach Earth, they'll do the same thing again." "The cause is just," Worf spoke tersely. "I will fight." Geordi looked dubious. "I think we can handle it, captain, provided we can outthink them. The Basestars gave us a run for our money the last time. We'll have to be as resourceful as ever, or we're done for." "I am in agreement with Geordi," Data intoned. "The Cylons proved themselves quite capable of resisting our firepower at our previous encounter. It was the power of the Galactica and her vipers which enabled us to win." "That's an advantage you're not going to have this time," Apollo interjected. "But they won't have Baltar, either." A part of him began to wonder. What was his place here? These were not his people; his people were all dead. Why should he fight the Enterprise's war for her? Did he really belong here at all, now that Mormo was destroyed? "I vote for battle, too, sir. I can't see that there will be a resolution to this conflict any other way. If they haven't stopped yet, they're not likely to," Riker said finally. Picard cupped his hands and stared at the table in front of him while he considered. At last he raised his head, having come to the only conclusion possible. "We will fight." Troi raced after the distraught Adama down the corridors of the Enterprise. "Admiral!" she called. "Admiral! Computer, locate Admiral Adama." "Admiral Adama is in holodeck seventeen." Five minutes later, Troi opened the door to the holodeck. Inside, Adam sat in his Galactican uniform, his head bowed between his legs. Bitterness rushed through him like a deadly venom, mixed with the deadly elixir of despair. "Admiral?" Troi ventured, gently reaching her hand out to touch the Galactican on his shoulder. "Commander. My name is Commander Adama," his voice replied hoarsely. "Commander, I know how you feel." Adama was beyond anger now, and exuded only sadness. "No you don't. How could you? Have you ever led a people across the galaxy, offering them some hope you struggled to believe yourself? Have you ever led a people, pursued by the monsters who destroyed their homes, led them into peril after peril, following some hope, some myth, all on the chance that it will pay off?" "No, Commander, I haven't. But you found Earth. Your gamble paid off." "Did it? What did I save them from, Counsellor? Death on the twelve colony worlds, and death is space. So they had their hopes realized, only to be deserted by the gods and find themselves dashed to pieces on the rocks. What have I done? I wasn't even there to help in the last battle. I was safe and comfortable on this starship." Troi looked at Adama. She had imagined the statesman to be in his fifties, perhaps his sixties before. As she scrutinized him now, she would estimate that he was in his nineties. What was worse was that the anger, the bitterness she felt from him before were dissipating, overcome by a larger weariness and feeling of surrender. A cold darkness was moving in. "Commander, are you all right?" "No. How can I be? My people, Counsellor, are dead. My gods are dead as well, and I wonder if they were alive at all. What right have I to live?" "Commander, I think you should report to sickbay..." Troi's concern was growing into panic. She could feel the numbness spreading through Adama's mind like a cancer. "It's too late," he breathed silently as he stretched out his arms. "Beverly!" Troi shouted over her communicator. "Get a sickbay to holodeck seventeen. Get them now!" "I'm sorry, Deanna," Beverly said, frustration etched into her face. "My team did their best. There was no reason for him not to recover. We got there in plenty of time to save his life. He just didn't want to live. He had given up hope." "Survivor's guilt," Troi said solemnly. "We still can't overcome that even in the twenty-fourth century. But who's going to tell Starbuck and Apollo? They have a right to know." "You're the counsellor, Deanna," Riker said. "That makes it your job -- you'd do a better job than any of us. If you like, I'll come with you for moral support." Troi sighed. "Thank you, Will. I'm going to need it." "He WHAT!?" Apollo thundered. "How could he? My fa -- Commander -- Admiral Adama would never --" "Apollo, Starbuck, I know this is hard on both of you, but it is inescapable. Admiral Adama committed suicide. He felt to blame for what happened to Mormo, and this was how he dealt with it. He has invested so much of his life into the Galactica and his religion, that the loss was just too much for him. I am sorry." "You're sorry? YOU'RE sorry? Listen, lady, that man -- that man --" Apollo faltered and grew silent. "That man was my father. I can't believe he did this to us. I just can't believe it..." Overcome with emotion, Apollo collapsed onto the sofa as the sobs wrenched his body. Starbuck moved in to comfort him. "Hey, buddy, it'll be okay. He's started his climb to godhood, remember?" "Only if he was good enough. A suicide..." Apollo broke down again. Riker and Troi stepped out into the hallway. The door whisked shut behind them. "What do you think?" "Tears are how we heal ourselves emotionally, Will. Apollo has faced the death of his people and his father today. I hope he can cope with his anguish. Fortunately, he has Starbuck to help him." "What about Starbuck?" Riker asked as they headed toward the turbolift. "Starbuck does not release his grief like Apollo does. He changes it into anger and he uses that to his advantage. In some ways, he is like you, Will. His anger is what makes him so aggressive, so suicidal in battle." "Anger at whom?" "For him, the Cylons. It has driven him to take risks no one else would dare, even flying into a fleet of Cylon raiders by himself. If he is not able to vent that anger in the coming battle, I fear for his safety." "What was that comment about me?" "You are angry, too, Will. You are angry with your father for your upbringing. It has driven you to be the best you could be, and has driven you up into the position of first officer on the Enterprise. You refuse to be second best in anything, and if you ever lose control, you seek to regain it. Even by leaving a relationship, Imzadi." During her explanation, Troi had grown increasingly angry and bitter. Now that she has finished, she storms off in a different direction, away from Riker, trying to escape her own anger and bitterness. "Sorry I asked," Riker snarled, and entered the lift. "State destination please," the computer asked. "Main bridge," he growled. The door opened and Riker disembarked. Picard stood in the center of the bridge, proud and erect. "Are you certain, ensign?" he demanded. "Positive, captain," came Green's confident response. "We are coming within range of the Cylon war fleet... now." "On screen." A cluster of ships appeared, rushing through the stars, tailed by dazzling bright lights. "Magnify." The cluster enlarged, a group of thirty Basestars glided through the sea of darkness, escorted by a complement of thirty tankers. "We are fifteen hours from Earth, captain. The nearest Star Fleet help is seven hours away," Green announced. "As always, we face the enemy alone, eh?" Picard asked ruefully. "Mr Worf, open a hailing frequency to the Cylon fleet." "Hailing frequency open, captain. It will be received by all Basestars." "This is Captain Jean-Luc Picard of the USS Enterprise. Your presence here is in violation of Federation territory, and may be regarded as an act of war. I demand to know your reason for being here, or we will be forced to open fire." "Captain, I've never heard you come on so strong before," Riker whispered to Picard. "Number One, I'm glad you're here," Picard whispered back. "Apparently, we caught them refueling." On screen appeared an ugly visage. Seated on an elevated throne, a loathsome figure leered out at Picard. Dressed with a flowing purple robe, a dour expression on its sickly purple face, the creature looked for all the galaxy like a humanoid bruise. "I am the Imperious Leader of the Cylon Empire," the bruise announced, a if expecting Picard and Riker to grovel before it. "We do not recognize the existence of this `Federation,' nor do we recognize your authority. We do recognize you, however, Jean-Luc Picard. Your frame marks you as that damned race, human, and the sentence is death. Prepare to be destroyed." "So much for getting them to leave, Captain," Riker put forth. "Worf, raise shields. Arm phasers, arm photon torpedoes, and prepare to fire on my command." The Basestar turned, locked its laser cannons, and fired. Part Three The Enterprise shook at the force of the Cylon assault. Braced for the impact, Picard grimly stared at the viewscreen. There was no escaping a conflict this time, and he knew better than to try. His previous encounter with Baltar and his Cylons had taught him that much. "Shields at seventy-nine percent," Worf announced. "So much for a peaceful resolution. Mister Worf, fire photon torpedoes!" Riker barked. No sooner was the command issued than the massive Klingon obeyed, launching a volley of the powerful projectiles at the Basestar. The missiles never had a chance, and were harmlessly detonated by the laser cannons. "It's a waste of time, Will. The Cylons are more than capable of destroying our torpedoes before they can hit them. We need Lieutenant Starbuck and Commander Apollo here," Picard said, as he reached for his communicator pin. "Lieutenant Starbuck, Commander Apollo, report to the bridge. We need your advice, gentlemen." "Sorry, captain. Apollo's not in very good shape right now, but I'll be up," the Galactican Starbuck replied. "Captain," Ensign Green interrupted, "most of the Basestars are leaving. They're resuming their course toward Earth. Only four are remaining behind." He paused momentarily as his hands danced lightly over the panel. "A large number of small ships are launching from the Basestars, perhaps two hundred each." Riker turned to behold a despairing look on Picard's face. "We're in trouble?" he asked. Riker had commanded the primary hull as it left the scene battle when the Enterprise initially encountered the Cylons. "We're in trouble," Picard answered glumly. "It took the Enterprise and the Galactica, with her vipers, to defeat three Basestars, and even then the Enterprise was nearly destroyed. It's going to take all we've got to stop the Cylons this time. Perhaps even more." "Sir, the Cylon raiders are opening fire on the ship," Worf announced. "Minor damage to the shields." "Mr Green, plot a course toward the sun, full impulse," Picard commanded. Let's see of they'll follow us." "Sir?" "Ensign, I'm shocked," Picard dead-panned. "Aren't followers of the Way supposed to obey the authorities?" "Aye sir. Course laid in," Green replied, grinning, as he laid in the course. "Engage." The turbolift hissed open as Starbuck appeared. He confidently strode down to stand by the captain. "How can I help you, captain?" Starbuck asked. "For one thing, put out that cigar," Picard replied as he waved his hand to scatter the smoke. "I can't stand the smell. For a second thing, we need to draw on your battle experience with the Cylons. Will they pursue us, even if it means risking their lives?" The deck shook as a Basestar answered Picard's question with a volley of laser fire. "Probably," Starbuck advised, "but they'll try to stop you. The Cylon raiders may even make suicide dives at the ship if it comes down to that." "Hull temperature five hundred degrees," Green announced. "Get us as close to the sun as you can, Ensign," Picard replied. "Captain Sulu once flew a Bird of Prey inside Mercury's orbit." "Maybe so, but a Bird of Prey is a lot smaller than a Galaxy-class starship. Hull temperature 700 degrees. Cylon Basestar closing." Another blast of laser fire rocked the ship from behind. "Shields at twenty-three percent, captain. Damage reports coming in from all decks," Worf rumbled. "Light damage to decks one through fifteen, minor injuries." "The Basestar is gaining, sir," Green reported. "Excellent. Increase to warp factor one. Keith, take us as close as you can to the sun without seriously jeopardizing the ship. It looks like the Basestars lack the maneuverability of a starship. Use that to our advantage." "And see if we can get them to fall into the star?" Green surmised. "Exactly. Lieutenant Worf, when we complete orbit, the remaining two Basestars should still be grouped together. Implement my Picard maneuver to attack the closer of the two. Fire the phaser battery at the central column; see if you can sheer it in two." The Klingon stared down at Picard. "An excellent strategy, captain. They will not suspect it." Starbuck whistled in appreciation. "Sure wish we'd had you guys while we were looking for Earth. We could have won a lot more easily." The Enterprise raced through space's dark night toward the blindingly bright day of the star, a Cylon Basestar close on her heels. Green could feel the pull of the star on the ship as he flew it; he fought against the increasing keel to one side as the ship ran along the fine edge of destruction at warp two. If he failed to compensate for the star's gravity just slightly, the ship could be pulled into fiery destruction. His only hope was that the Basestar would fall into the lake of plasma below them before they did. The life-support and artificial gravity on the starship were strained as they sought to maintain tolerable heat and gravity levels. He did not dare to look to see where the Basestar was, whether it had plummeted into the star below or not. All his attention was devoted to the task at hand. He sweated beneath the hot rays of the sun as they warped around it. How long had he done this? Probably only a dozen seconds, yet it felt like an eternity as the star's gravity pulled on the ship, beckoning it down to be consumed in fire. "Mister Data," he heard the captain ask, "what is our situation?" Data's answer drifted back, cool and relaxed. "Artificial gravity and life support continue to compensate for the star's effects. The Basestar still follows us, however it is failing to compensate for the star's gravitational pull. It appears to be breaking up." "Excellent. Keith, take us to a higher orbit before you pass out. Data, put the Basestar on screen." Green breathed a sigh of relief as the Enterprise rose into a new orbit. At last he dared to look up at the viewscreen, where he saw the Basestar caught in a fatal downward spiral into the sun. As it disappeared from sight, it began to break apart as the stress on its hull became too great. "One down, three to go," Riker intoned. Worf interrupted, "Coming within sensor range of the remaining Cylon Basestars now." He looked at the readings again, and spoke urgently. "Commander, they have anticipated us -- there is a fleet of raiders with a Basestar waiting for us!" The viewscreen showed the Cylon raiders close enough for the crew to reach out and touch them. "Shields on full!" Riker shouted as the Enterprise plowed into a wall of Cylon raiders. Amid a deafening crash, the lights on the bridge faltered and grew dark. "Emergency lighting," Riker coughed. All around him he heard the groans of broken crewmen and twisted, strained metal. Slowly the automated bridge lit up as the computer responded. "Good Lord..." Riker gasped as he looked around. The bridge was in chaos. Huge pieces of the ceiling had fallen onto the floor. Green was crawling out from underneath a panel which had fallen on him. He was apparently unhurt as he raced over to help Riker. The captain... where was the captain? Riker's heart stopped cold as he looked at the captain's chair, buried under a pile of circuitry and panels. "Data!" he shrieked, "Green! Help him -- help the captain!" Green looked at the captain's seat. Could anyone be alive underneath that? He offered up a silent prayer to his God as he and the android second officer turned to find out. Together they moved a large piece of wreckage and he beheld the bloody, broken captain as he looked emptily at the ceiling above him. "Starbuck to sickbay," the straw-haired lieutenant next to him intoned. "Medical emergency on the bridge." "Number One," Picard wheezed. "Number One..." "I'm here, sir," Riker answered as he bent down to hear his captain's rasping breath. "I'm cold... so cold, Will. Take care of the ship. Take care of her, Will. So cold." "Sir," Worf interrupted, his voice pained. "Shields are down. Geordi reports marginal warp drive. Severe structural damage to decks one through seven, and engineering decks twenty-nine to thirty-two. Minor damage to all decks, casualties unknown. I recommend we hide." Riker paused uncertainly while his head throbbed from his concussion. "Make it so. Take us to the seventh planet, hide us in the... in the..." "In the north magnetic pole, sir?" Data suggested gently. The tactic was one Riker had used once before while he served on the USS Hood. "Yes, make it so," Riker answered dizzily. Ensign Green looked to his console and saw it would be pointless to initiate a new course from there. He glanced at Data, who understood the problem. "Computer, lay in course to the seventh planet, north pole, warp two, and engage." "Commander?" Green asked gently. Riker turned to Green, slowly. His head pulsated in agony and he thought he would pass out. "Do you mind if I pray for the captain while we wait for the medical team?" Praying? What good would that do? Riker failed to see how Green's superstitious beliefs in some god would help anything, especially the captain. "Why?" he asked. "Can it hurt?" Riker paused. "No, I suppose not. Go ahead." Starbuck watched in wonder as the curly-haired ensign knelt down over the captain, gingerly placed his hands on the fallen figure and began to ask this unseen god to preserve the captain's life. To his amazement, the Klingon joined him in prayer, coming down from the weapons console. Of course, he mused sardonically, on the off-chance that Green's and Worf's god were real, it certainly wouldn't hurt to ask for its help. With a fleet of three Cylon Basestars and their raiders approaching, any help, especially divine help, would be needed. Part Four He ran through the corridors, amid the cries and groans of the broken and wounded. His heart wept within his chest as he heard their cries for help. They saw his medical officer's uniform and pleaded for his help. His heart ached with compassion; he wanted to help each one but knew he couldn't. Deep in the bowels of the ship, these people were not as injured as those on its fringes... or the bridge. Medical teams would be along to aid these people momentarily. Doctor Crusher had ordered him and a team of five, who followed at heels, to the bridge. They entered the turbolift, sealing themselves off from the deck. "State destination," the computer asked. The balding paramedic shot back his answer, "Bridge. Make it fast." "Speed of turbolift cars is constant; it cannot be altered," the computer replied steadily. The paramedic rolled his eyes. They arrived in less than a minute at the pandemonium which had been the main bridge. Wreckage from the ceiling and consoles was everywhere. Those well enough to stand were uncovering the wounded and the dead. Riker saw the paramedic team first, through an awful mist which had filled his eyesight. "All right, Green, Worf, th-that's enough," he said unsteadily. His voice sounded hollow, coming from a long distance and at once he felt like he was floating. "Data, what happened?" The android second officer's voice came filtered back through a cloth, muffled and distorted. "We cannot be certain, commander. It appears that we were fired upon by the Basestars as we finished our orbit around the star. Our problem was substantially aggravated by what appears to be several warp speed collisions with the Cylon raiders." "Worf," Riker's voice gurgled -- had he swallowed blood? -- as he braced himself on a chair, "Wh-What is our status?" He did his utmost to focus past the persistent throbbing in his head, the drumbeat of a thousand marchers. Everything was dreamlike, unreal. The Klingon's eyes narrowed, "Commander, are you well?" "I'm f-fine, Worf," Riker stammered. "Commander, to try to function despite injuries is indeed honorable, but I believe you are being foolhardy," Worf rumbled. "I'm all r-right," Riker insisted, straightening up. "Very well," the massive figure acquiesced. "We are currently concealed by the north magnetic pole of the seventh planet. Warp speed is inoperative, shields are down. We are functioning on minimal power. The Cylons are scanning the sector for us." He turned toward the lone Galactican in their midst. "Will the Cylons search for us if their scans are inconclusive?" "You can count on it," Starbuck said emphatically. "If they're sure you're in the star system, they'll be looking for you. From what I know about this ship, they'll probably have to rely on actual sight to find you." As soon as they had arrived, the paramedic team had gone straight to Picard, following Riker's orders. The paramedic waved his medical tricorder over Picard's still frame. Picard was breathing less erratically now, a touch of color was in his face. "Breathing is slightly irregular and broken. Probable concussion, internal injuries. Spinal cord is nearly severed. Doctor Crusher," he said as he activated his communicator. "The is paramedic Card. The captain seems to be stabilizing, but I don't want to risk moving him. You'll have to have Chief O'Brien beam him down to sickbay." "Understood, Mike," the doctor's voice echoed airily around them. "Crusher out." Card turned to Green. "Keith, I checked on Melody and Josiah for you. They're both fine." Green nodded. "Thanks, Mike. If you can, tell them I'll try to see them as soon as I can." As Captain Picard's form faded from sight in the glowing transporter effect, Card turned to examine the others on the bridge. About three ensigns near the back of the bridge had been killed when the ceiling collapsed. Worf and Data were uncovering them now. One yeoman suffered a broken leg, another a severe head injury. Both were being tended to by the EMT's and medics who had come with him. He turned to Riker. "Commander, we..." He stopped and stared at Riker, pale as a sheet, tremors shaking his body. "Commander Riker, I hereby relieve you of command for medical reasons. You're coming to sickbay. Commander Data, you have the bridge." Data looked down from the upper level and surveyed the situation. Riker was ready to collapse. "Understood," he replied. "Lieutenant Starbuck, do you have training in Galaxy-class starships?" "Yes sir. Star Fleet required we receive about a year's training before we came to actually serve on your vessels," the straw-haired man replied. "We are transferring control of the ship to the battle bridge. Everyone report there in fifteen minutes," Data ordered. Troi had been with Apollo when the Enterprise was rocked by the Cylon forces. The genocide of his people had loomed too large for his comprehension until his father's suicide. With that, the flood of grief and despair found a conduit and it overwhelmed his soul. As Troi looked at him now, she despaired of his sanity and even his life. Like Adama, he had shed his Star Fleet uniform for his more familiar colonial garb. The dark brown uniform hung heavily on him with all the weight of years of fighting and dying he had witnessed. The room was as dark as his soul. "It's useless," Apollo repeated for the tenth time that evening. "What can you hope to accomplish against the Cylons? My people never won. We fought for a thousand yahrens, and all for nothing. You know, it was the Cylons who drove us out of Kobol originally --they drove us to the colony worlds, but even there they found us. "We made peace, and they destroyed us. They left a dozen lifeless planets in our past. And we fled again, hoping to find Earth. Now we've found it, but the Cylons are still here, and they've destroyed us completely this time... there's no one left. No one." Troi shuddered at the emptiness she felt inside Apollo. His voice was dead and lifeless, and there was no life in his heart. It was as dead as the planet Mormo, which the Galactica's fleet had colonized. "I have heard the name Mormo before -- it's the name of a demon in Judeo-Christian tradition, the prince of the ghouls." How appropriate, Troi thought dryly. That world is a fitting place for Ensign Green's demon, and these people seemed so much under its sway. They were all dead inside. Spiritually, emotionally, they were dead. "Commander Apollo," she began, "there are people left. You and Starbuck are alive. Other colonists are alive, they weren't on Mormo at the time. The thirteenth colony is left, and we have the power to defeat the Cylons. There is hope. As long as there's life, there's hope." Apollo looked up at her forlornly. "Hope? There isn't any hope. We're doomed and damned. A few of us are alive -- so? The thirteenth colony has been found, but none of you will be once the Cylons are finished. They almost destroyed the Enterprise back there. How many Basestars are out there? We haven't got a prayer." "We have a fleet of ships --" "So? How many galaxy class starships do you have? One. The Enterprise was almost destroyed the last time she tackled three Basestars, and that was with the Galactica's help. The Galactica's gone now, and there are more than three Basestars moving through your Federation. How can you seriously expect to win?" Troi looked back at the gaping void in Apollo's eyes. "The gods of Kobol have abandoned us to die. We were told to become perfect, and they would let us into Heaven. We tried, gods know I tried so hard. They've abandoned us. We just couldn't do it, and so they've left us to die and they're laughing at us now." "Commander, I sense that you are deeply grieved, but --" For the first time emotion registered on Apollo's face. Contorted with rage he shouted, "Will you stay out of my mind, Counsellor? What gives you the right to go intruding into people's thoughts? Leave me alone! Get out of my life! You don't know anything about grief, or pain! My family is dead -- I heard my little brother die over the radio! My mother, my wife, my son -- all of them are DEAD, murdered by those damned Cylons! LEAVE ME ALONE!!" He picked up a lamp, raising it above his head to attack Troi. She quickly decided it would be in her best interests to leave, and made a hasty exit, leaving the cursing, angry Apollo to himself. Geordi LaForge glanced around him. All across engineering, his technicians and crew were hard at work at restoring power to the battered ship. Other teams were out repairing the structural damage to the Enterprise. He glanced down at the specs before him. "Blast it. Sonya!" he called. Sonya Gomez's voice drifted back through the din of reconstruction. "What is it, Geordi?" "You've got the shields and the phasers tied in to into the dilithium crystal chamber. Why?" he asked. "They're supposed to run off a separate power source so we can use them at impulse." She slid down the service ladder. "I know, but I thought that if we tied them in to the dilithium chamber, we could keep power going to them even if the other power sources were taken out by the Cylons. It'll help keep the ship running, even after a solid beating." Geordi considered her modifications further. "All right, that makes sense, but how would you power the phasers and shields when we're on impulse?" "I've adjusted the osculatory valve so that it allows a low level of matter/antimatter mix to occur in the chamber, even on impulse. When we go to warp drive, the flow increases to provide more power." "So if we're flying at warp speed --" Geordi began. "-- our shields will be stronger, and our phasers more powerful," Sonya completed his thought. "Ensign, I am glad to have you on this ship. LaForge to bridge," Geordi said. "This is Commander Data. What is it, Geordi?" "Data? Is something wrong? Where are Commander Riker and the captain?" "They have been injured and are in sickbay right now. I have assumed command." "Oh. Well, listen, Data, Ensign Gomez has modified the power system a little. We should have warp power and shields back on line in a few minutes, along with phasers." "What do these modifications entail?" "If we travel at warp speed, our shields and our phasers will be stronger. I just thought you might find that helpful if we go into battle." "It could indeed prove useful. Thank you, Geordi. Data out." Beverly Crusher gaped at the readings on her medical tricorder with astonishment. "That's impossible!" she asserted. "There is no way in the galaxy that you could be recovering so quickly!" "But I feel much better now, Doctor," Picard insisted as he sat up. "But your concussion --" "My head feels fine." "Your spinal cord was nearly severed --" "My back feels wonderful. I haven't felt this good since I took command of the Enterprise." "I don't understand," Crusher floundered. "You had internal injuries, a pronounced lack of blood, a severe concussion..." She trailed off. "Will didn't think you were going to live." "What do your scans show now?" Picard asked gently, wondering if perhaps Crusher's readings had been mistaken. "That you're in excellent health and ready to resume command. Not so fast," she amended as Picard rose to return to the bridge. "My experience tells me that you can't be that well already. You're staying here for further observation. Doctor's orders." Picard sighed and leaned back on the sickbay bed, cradling his head in his folded arms. Beverly did have a point: he had been a breath away from death. He had felt the cold hand of his mortality on his heart and had been about to pass on. Why hadn't he? And why was he now in such better condition? What had happened? He overhead Beverly talking to one of her medics, and inclined his ear to eavesdrop, to give him something to do. "Mike," she asked. "What happened to him? I've never seen anything like this." "I didn't do a thing except for the preliminary check," the medic responded. "Well what about other people?" she asked. "Did someone else, maybe on the bridge give him something?" Realization flashed across Card's face. He grinned broadly. "Yes. Ensign Green and Lieutenant Worf prayed for him." "Engineering reports partial power," Starbuck reported. "Lieutenant Worf," Data said. "When a Cylon Basestar enters range, you are to fire the phaser battery at its central column. At this point, Ensign Green will engage the warp drive and initiate the Picard maneuver toward the nearest remaining Basestar. You will then fire the phaser battery again at the second Basestar." "Where do I figure in, Commander?" Chief O'Brien wondered over the communicator. "After Worf will have hopefully incapacitated the initial two Basestars, we will be in position to beam over a photon torpedo into the third. The matter/antimatter explosion should be sufficient to destroy it from the inside." "Right," Starbuck said, "and I'm supposed to look at all these buttons and lights and tell you what the sensors say, right?" "That is correct, Lieutenant. How distant are the Cylons?" "Nineteen thousand kilometers and closing. They'll be in range in fifteen minutes," Starbuck replied. Worf spoke up from his position behind Data. Since they were on the battle bridge, he no longer had the elevation afforded him on the main bridge. "Commander, what of the Cylon raiders left in the area?" "We shall leave them here. Several Star Fleet and Klingon Warbirds will encounter the Cylons in four hours, and we must hurry to join them at the encounter. There are no colonized planets within this system, and Lieutenant Starbuck informs me that they lack sufficient fuel to reach another. They will be forced to colonize a world in this system." Fifteen minutes passed. "Cylon Basestar coming into firing range... now. No evidence that they can detect us," Starbuck announced. "Fire phaser battery at will, Lieutenant Worf," Data said simply. The Klingon aimed the weapon swiftly yet carefully at the central column, and pressed the firing button. Bright red lights appeared on either side of the primary hull, and raced to meet in the center. A sudden crimson blast brought brief day to the dark night in space as it illuminated a deadly sunrise. The Cylon Basestar took the blast right in its center column and shook violently in a horrible explosion. "Two down, two to go," Starbuck said quietly, resuming the absent Riker's count. The remaining Basestars altered course as they bore down on the wounded and angry Enterprise. Her location was no longer a secret. "Engage the Picard maneuver... mark," Data commanded. Enthroned in his lofty chair, the Cylon centurion looked in stunned disbelief as the Enterprise appeared in a separate location without ever leaving the first one. Which ship was the real Enterprise? Scans were inconclusive -- both seemed to be real. The humans had developed impressive hologram technology. Before the gold-plated Cylon's question could be considered further, he made the unpleasant discovery as the Enterprise closer to his ship unleashed a second destructive blast of phaser power. Her hull ruptured so severely, the ship tore in two as the air escaped in a maddened frenzy, dragging Cylon warriors and the centurion with it. "Three down, one to go," was Starbuck's only comment as he scrutinized the information flowing across his terminal. The remaining centurion considered this new ploy by the humans. She and her crew would be prepared for this tactic. She spoke in a mechanized voice, her red eye sliding back and forth in her visored helmet. "Destroy the human ship closest us if they attempt such a maneuver again." Her voice resonated throughout the metal chamber as she spoke. She never saw the photon torpedo as it coalesced behind her, shimmering with the transporter effect. The powerful weapon detonated, removing the final Basestar from the sector. "That makes four! Yahoo!" Starbuck cheered. "Cylon raiders approaching, Commander." "Plot a course for the Cylon fleet, Ensign Green, at warp six," Data commanded. "Course acknowledged, laid in, and engaged, sir," Green replied. The Enterprise took off in hot pursuit of the Cylon fleet. Part Five Lieutenant Commander Data rose from the command chair as the Enterprise entered warp space. An android, Data did not display the same elation as his bridge crew at the Cylon's overwhelming defeat in this sector. "Estimated time to interception of Cylon fleet?" he asked. "Four hours and twelve minutes, sir," replied Ensign Green. "Ensign Green, Lieutenant Worf, and Lieutenant Starbuck, I feel it would be best for the three of you to take time now to rest. I am an android and cannot tire, however, I have noticed an increasing sense of fatigue in you, and feel that relaxation is necessary if I am to depend on your skill when we encounter the Cylons. I suggest sleep," Data said evenly and quietly. As he spoke, a trio of other officers stepped forward to relieve those on duty. "Very well, commander," Worf replied, speaking for them all. "We will return to the battle bridge in four hours." The three rose and exited the battle bridge into a turbolift. "Where are you guys going?" Green asked as the door shut behind them and Worf directed the lift. He looked at the two. Starbuck was edgy, wanting badly to do something he couldn't do at the time. He posed a sharp contrast to the enormous Klingon, who brooded silently like a peaceful giant. Worf spoke first. "I am visiting Commander Riker and Captain Picard in sickbay. I wish to see how they are recovering." He paused for Starbuck to say something, but he did not. "And yourself, Keith?" "I'm going back to my room. I want to check up on Melody and the baby, to make sure they're all right." "Of course. Josiah will grow into a fine warrior, in his own right." Green gazed at Starbuck concernedly. "Are you all right, Starbuck? I said, `Are you all right?'" "I'm fine. Just kind of nervous about the fight, that's all," Starbuck shot back, a little harsher than he'd meant. "I understand," Green said. "It's a little unnerving, being in space, fighting a war when we're outgunned. I think we'll pull through, though." "Maybe." The lift came to a halt, and the door slid open. Green stepped out into the hall, waving goodbye to the two as they passed down to their own stops. Deanna Troi blocked his way. "Hello, Ensign," she said calmly, hoping to cover the uneasiness she always felt around this man. She could not understand why, but she could never sense anything from him. His emotions were plain to see, but her Betazoid sense seemed useless where he was concerned; she simply could not read him like she could others, as if there was a barrier. "Can I help you, Counsellor?" he asked gently, aware of her discomfort. "Yes, I require your assistance. You know of Commander Apollo?" "Of course. What's the problem?" "He is rather upset over his father's death. Keith, I am afraid that he may kill himself or someone else in his anger." "Well, I can understand why he's upset -- his whole world was just destroyed! What did you expect him to do? Throw a party?" "Keith, that's not what I meant. I am as appalled by Mormo's destruction as anyone else. But he has to deal with his grief, and instead he's letting it consume him. I can't help him." "So you want me to give it a try?" "If you would. I know that you are a navigator rather than a counsellor, but you are rather adept at helping people. I thought that perhaps you could help him." Green sighed wearily. "All right. Where is he?" "He's in his quarters." "I'll go see him now." Starbuck looked down at Apollo's lifeless body, despair gnawing at his soul. His friend since childhood, his closest companion was dead and he could not do anything to save him. "Do something, please!" he begged of the being shimmering next to him, a silent observer in the melodrama of Apollo's death. "You can save him, if you are willing," the eerie voice declared. "Anything!" he promised, anything to bring back his friend. "Anything? Are you willing to die to bring him back?" Starbuck froze cold. Death? To save Apollo? To give up all the pleasures in life he had: the company of Athena and Cassiopeia, gambling, the thrill of the battle as he protected the fleet from the Cylons. For Apollo. He knew the answer in an instant, and declared it with solemn resolve, "Yes. I will die in his place." His friend stirred, life returning to his body. Apollo's eyes opened. "You need only be willing," the apparition declared. "He lives." It turned toward Starbuck, "You are so much more blessed than us," it shimmered. "For one day, you will be a god." "Computer freeze program," Starbuck shouted. He stood before the frozen being of light and began to walk around it, berating it loudly as he released his anger. "Why did you lie to us? Why did you give us this false hope, this sham of a belief to cling to? You offered us godhood, and all you gave us was destruction. Just dust and ashes, that's all that's left of us. "You told us we could become gods if we became perfect. Gods know that we tried. We struggled to be perfect, but we never could. There was always something holding us back, keeping us from becoming the perfected people you told us to act like. "And you kept changing the rules! I remember when you decided to let Boomer's people pursue godhood as well. Why? What changed your mind? Before then, they were damned for some pre-birth rebellion. "You lied to us. What kind of gods are you? "J'Sopha said that you sent him to restore the message you had given us back in the ancient history of Kobol. And even though the Cylons drove us from Kobol into other worlds, we trusted in you and strove to be perfect. And you failed us. You let us be destroyed in the colonies, and you allowed the Cylons to overrun us in Mormo. "Why? What kind of gods are you?" The frozen hologram gave no answer. "Come on, answer me!" he shouted out to the multitude of gods he had been taught to believe in. "Or can't you hear me?" Realization began to dawn on his face. "Or... maybe you don't want to hear me. Maybe you know I'm right, and you deliberately lied to us, to steer us away from the Truth, from the real God, the real way to God..." For many days afterward, Starbuck would still be unable to explain exactly how what happened next ever occurred. While the remainder of the holodeck remained still, the glimmering figure suddenly shifted and advanced on him. He backed off nervously, in fear of it, as its appearance began to alter. Whereas it had before been pure and bright, the figure now hunched over, and the lighting in the room dimmed. It appeared to solidify so he no longer saw through it but instead beheld scores of wounds lined with dripping pus, and a mouth filled with razor-sharp teeth with a line of drool running to the floor. Eyes sunk in, its nails become as claws, the beast advanced on the human. "You are a fool," it crackled throatily as its putrid breath filled the room. "To insult us so, Starbuck. We do hear your accusations, and we are not pleased." Starbuck backed up, and tripped over himself in his hasty retreat. He fell on his back, cursing. He drew his phaser, and sitting up, fired it. The beast absorbed the shot and cackled. "You must learn, Starbuck, the truth of this reality. You belong to us, body and soul." Starbuck drew on the training in the lore of Kobol he received as a child. A demon had to answer to the name of J'Sopha, the greatest prophet, who had restored the gods' message after the people had distorted it. "In the name of J'Sopha," he shouted at it, "be gone!" "J'Sopha?" the beast laughed. "J'Sopha can't help you now, fool! He's in Hell!" With that the beast lunged at Starbuck, cackling wickedly. Outside the holodeck, no one heard Starbuck's desperate cries for help. Apollo sat in the chair, gazing sadly out at space as it rushed wildly by. He remembered with sad fondness the days he had flown through space with his friends. True, it wasn't very fun at the time -- they had been patrolling for Cylons -- but they were the only memories he had of them. Boomer... Jolly... Tigh... all dead, now. Cassiopeia, Athena, Zacha -- he tried to forget his brother. He had had to leave him to the Cylons to warn the Galactica of the betrayal. If he had stayed, Zachary might still be alive. Other memories surfaced -- his own wife, murdered on Kobol, Boxey, and his daggit, Muffin -- he fought them down hard, unwilling to remember. Boxey would have grown up to be a viper pilot some day... The door chimed, signalling someone's presence. "Come!" he shouted, to be heard out in the hall. The door slid open, revealing the young ensign he had seen before, briefly. Ensign... Brown? "Can I help you?" "Actually, I was going to ask the same thing of you." "I don't understand." "I thought I might make myself available to listen, if you wanted to talk." "What's there to talk about? They're dead. That can't be changed." "True," the visitor responded as he walked in the door. "But you're hurting. I want to offer you support." "Why am I hurting?" "Apollo, your friends and family are dead. Why wouldn't you hurt?" Apollo fought hard to face that grief. "Because... because they've become gods." "Really?" "Yes, that's what J'Sopha said would happen when we died, if we were perfect." "Were they?" the strange ensign asked. Apollo considered painfully. "No. Blast it, why are you bothering me like this? Did Troi send you?" "Counsellor Troi asked me to see you, because she was concerned. But I came because I was concerned for you." "Why would you care? We don't know each other." "No, that's right. We don't. I just care." "So what can you say to me, mister? Tell me something to give me hope." Green paused. Why was he doing this? Lord, give me wisdom, he prayed silently before he spoke. "Apollo, I can't say anything that will make it all better. Your friends are dead. I can't change that. But you're still alive, and you still have hope. You owe it to yourself to put it behind you and go on living." "How can you put the genocide of your entire race behind you? That's ridiculous." "You can't forget it. But you can stop from dwelling on it, and find peace from it. You can stop it from ruining your life. Make your life into a memorial for what your people were, not by ruining it but by making something useful of it. "I think what's hit you the hardest is your family's deaths. Am I right?" Apollo nodded. An entire planet was beyond identity. Who could grieve for a whole world? It was impossible to conceive of its destruction. But his family, his friends: they were dead. Tears started to flow down his face, reluctantly at first and with great resistance. Slowly, the dam broke and the tears washed his face, baptizing him into a renewed existence as he finally accepted their deaths. He would never forget them, but he would let go and bury them. He drifted through the air as he heard the heartbeat of his lifeline thundering across his existence. Of himself only was he aware. Or was he? He could sense others all around him, hand holding him up, thrusting him down. Hands roved all over him, reaching, grabbing, pointing, poking. He felt them inside his head, throbbing in his brain. "NO! STOP IT!" he screamed, and the hands vanished. With his support vanished, he began to fall, faster and harder he plummeted down. All at once he was on fire, flames licking hungrily at his mind while the sparks danced across his skin, burning him deep, reaching into the core of his being, his self, searing it for all eternity. He cried out for help from his fevered state and realized that help was not to be found. The hands had returned, and with them, voices. The hands grabbed him and pulled him, stretching him, rending and tearing, digging and shredding, clawing into his arms and legs and chest and brain and he screamed in fire-racked agony. But no one heard him. It was as if he were cut off forever from everything that was good. He despaired and the voices began to form sounds, the sounds, words, and the words, sentences. "You left me! How could you abandon me like that, without even saying goodbye? I thought we meant something to one another. Why did you lie to me?" a voice accused him bitterly. He tried to defend himself, but the voice had no ears and would not listen. "You used us! For a single night's pleasure, you robbed us and used us, and then you left us behind, abandoning us to our feelings of guilt and worthlessness. You used us!" a thousand upon a thousand voices decried, a million fingers pointing. He screamed for mercy, but could find none. Then -- a light! And as the light approached, the pain, the guilt, disappeared, and the fire receded. And in the center of the light stood a man. "Who are you?" he demanded of the man. "What do you want here?" "You don't remember me?" the man asked. "Really, I am disappointed. You met me once, and we talked. I have never forgotten you." Somewhat shamed, he asked the man in a more gentle voice. "What do you want with me?" "I want you. I have come for you. Your friends have never stopped asking for you, and I have come to release you from what you have desired." "But -- you're releasing me from this!" he said, indicating the flame, the agony, the accusations. "Yes. That is what I said. I am releasing you from what you have sought so diligently, and I have come to claim you as my own." William Riker opened his eyes and beheld his Klingon friend through new eyes. "W-worf?" he asked weakly. "Yes, Commander. I am here. I have not left your side for three hours," the Klingon said with a loyalty that shamed Riker. How often had he shown loyalty to those he claimed to love? Worf had shown devotion to his friend in staying by his side. He silently vowed to do better. "Worf, I saw him," Riker said with the greatest insistence he could muster. "I saw him, Worf, and I believe." "Who? Who did you see?" the Klingon asked, puzzled. "Joshua." The Klingon's face broke into a radiant smile, a sight few people had ever seen. Beholding it for the first time, Riker lay in his sickbay bed, stunned, and then burst into a laugh of his own, strength ebbing through his body. "How's the captain?" Riker asked, remembering all too well the injuries his commanding officer had seen. "I am all too well, Will," Picard replied chipperly. "And Bever -- Doctor Crusher has no idea why. I appear to have stumped her and her medical colleagues. I am reporting to the bridge in fifteen minutes, before we encounter the Cylons and our fleet." "I'll join you," Riker said, half-rising from his bed. "You will do no such thing," Picard replied sternly. "You can hardly stand." "As I remember," Riker responded as his feet contacted the floor, "The first officer has a chair. I'll be on the bridge in fifteen minutes, sir." The two stood face to face, each measuring the other's resolve. At last Picard burst into a grin. "Very well. But take your time. Make it twenty." Battered and broken, Starbuck dragged himself across the floor. What had happened? he asked himself, not sure he wanted an answer. The holodeck, or whatever it was, had thrashed him within an inch of his life. Trailing blood behind him, he pulled himself over to the holodeck door, which slid itself open. He managed to get halfway out before his injuries overcame him and he collapsed in the doorway, unconscious. Part Six Paramedic Michael Card gasped in horror at the bloody mess sprawled out across the hallway. He bent down to check its pulse and found, to his surprise, a pulse. The person, whether it was a man or woman, he could not be sure, had been severely mauled. It continued to breathe, and Card prayed that it would not stop, so he would not have to resuscitate it. The officer's uniform and chest had been torn to ribbons, as if by some taloned beast, and its face had been nearly ripped off. Its arms and legs were slick with blood, marked with a thousand wounds, and what hair was left hung close to the crimson head, matted with blood. As he bent down to identify the unfortunate, he looked closely at the mangled face. Starbuck... "Card to O'Brien," he said. "Medical emergency outside holodeck thirteen. Beam us down to sickbay immediately." The grim tableau disappeared in a shower of light. The Enterprise streaked through the expansive void, leaving the stars behind her like dust. Battle waited for her only minutes ahead, a final confrontation between man and the mechanized butchers of his forgotten brothers. Captain Picard and Commander Riker waited on the battle bridge, with Worf, Green, and Apollo for the coming fight. Despite the wounds they received, the two had returned for the last showdown, unwilling to be anywhere other than the bridge. Picard turned to his bridge crew for inspiration. As a Star Fleet officer, he had learned to depend on his officers for insight and guidance in all situations. This frequently made him the subject of friendly ridicule among those accustomed to making decisions independently, but no one could argue with the series of successful campaigns he enjoyed on the Stargazer, the Enterprise, or any other ship he had captained. "Suggestions?" he asked simply. "Depend on your transporters, captain," Apollo offered. "Neither we nor the Cylons ever developed matter transference technology. It's the last thing they'd expect, and they can't stop you from using it like they can a photon torpedo." As Apollo finished, Data quietly amended his statement, "This tactic has proven very effective, captain. The Cylons appear to lack sufficient shielding to block a transporter beam." "So it is your recommendation that we use this tactic again?" Picard asked. "It is, sir. Conventional battle tactics have proven to be less effective than hoped against the Basestars. Phasers have little effect on their thick plating, and photon torpedoes must be fired at a close range to avoid their laser cannons." "But the phaser battery?" Riker asked, referring to the devastating phaser blast Worf had once employed against a Borg ship in system J25, and again against the Cylons. "We have already used that several times in the past five hours, and are in danger of overheating the phaser coils should we use it again soon," Data explained. "I think we can manage, Will, as long as we rely on ingenuity in battle. The Cylon's main tactic is superior force; they're like a battering ram trying to open an old oak door. If we can out-think them, we can undo them," Picard said. He turned to Apollo. "How did you envision using the transporters?" Apollo grimaced as he anticipated Picard's response. "Beam over away teams to blast the Cylons away from the inside. If you position them in the right places, they can take out the control centers and leave the Basestars helpless." Worf's eyes bore down on the Galactican mercilessly. "That would involve unacceptable losses of life while the away teams were on the Basestars." Apollo glared back. "If you want to win a war, sometimes you've got to be willing to leave someone behind." He shuddered as he remembered his brother, Zachary, left behind while Apollo flew ahead to warn the fleet of an ambush. "Captain, I believe that Commander Apollo has hit upon an idea," Data interrupted. "While you and Commander Riker were in sickbay, we destroyed a Basestar by transporting a photon torpedo aboard. Such a maneuver may prove useful again." "Or," Riker considered, "we could always consider beaming segments of a Basestar elsewhere." Picard looked at him, confused. "Don't you get it? They haven't got shields to block a transporter beam. If Chief O'Brien can swing it, we might be able to rupture the hull of a Basestar by beaming a section of it somewhere else. The decompression would take care of the rest." Picard quietly considered to himself. "These are all very promising suggestions, gentlemen. I hope that we can attempt some of them with success. Mister Data, which ships has Star Fleet sent for the battle?" Data turned his chair toward the front of the battle bridge and pressed the controls for the main screen. The viewer lit up with a display of the Cylon fleet as it moved deeper into Federation territory. Several Federation and Klingon ships converged on the Basestars from all directions. "Star Fleet has ordered several ships to intercept the Cylon fleet. Th USS New Jersey should encounter the Cylons within the next five minutes. The USS Distance will arrive soon after, followed by several others, including a number of Klingon Warbirds. We will arrive in twenty minutes," Data said. "Bridge, this is sickbay. Is Apollo there?" "I'm here," Apollo shouted as he turned, wondering where he should speak to. "Apollo, this is Doctor Selar. Doctor Crusher is with Starbuck now. You'd better come now. You'd better hurry." "What?" Apollo half-rose from his seat. "Captain Picard, request permission to leave the battle bridge." Picard did not hesitate. "Granted." As Apollo rushed from the bridge, Picard added softly, "I just hope w don't require your advice during the coming battle." The Enterprise warped through the night. Apollo dashed into sickbay, nearly colliding with the Vulcan Selar. "What is it? What happened to him?" "We're not sure. Something nearly killed him in holodeck thirteen. It doesn't appear that we can save him." "NO! You've got to!" "Doctor Crusher is doing all she can, but he is in critical condition. Whoever attacked him was brutal." Doctor Crusher emerged from a small room, harried and exhausted. She hated moments like this. "Apollo..." she began. Apollo knew where this was going. He had just been through it less than twenty-four hours previously. "What can you do for him?" Crusher breathed deeply and leaned against the wall for support, hating herself, hating her job, hating the dying man who had put her in this position. "Nothing. His attacker was brutal. I've tried everything I can, but I just can't save him." This was a recurring nightmare for her. She could not tolerate suffering; the very reason she had joined the Star Fleet medical corp was to end it. And here she was for the second time in twenty-four hours, unable to help. Apollo gingerly entered the room where Starbuck lie on the table. The mangled figure which barely resembled his friend rolled its head toward him and looked up through its one good eye. "Apollo?" a raspy voice asked, blood spurting from the creature's mouth. "It's me, good buddy. What happened? Who did this to you?" Starbuck gathered his breath painfully, and gasped, "...in... lodeck thirteen. 'member the a-angel?" Apollo remembered. The unearthly luminous being had given the Galactica the coordinates for Earth and saved their lives from countless yahrens of unwanted wandering. It had also saved his life. Starbuck coughed up blood, his body shaking. "We-we've been tricked, g... good buddy." His head rolled back. Apollo began to weep. "Easy, Starbuck. Take it easy. They'll get you out of this." "... no... too late for that," he breathed hoarsely. "It at-... at-.. attack..." "It attacked you? The angel?" Apollo asked, incredulous. Starbuck nodded. "A lie... all a lie. J'So-J'So --" Starbuck coughed violently, shaking on the table. "... from... evil one." "What? Starbuck, are you out of your mind?" Starbuck shook his head. Couldn't Apollo see? His eyes began to dim, and he felt his arms grow numb. Yet somehow, he managed to laugh -- a rough, choking sound, but definitely a laugh. Apollo leaned close to hear his words. "... f-finally... closed the b-bargain... m-made with... a-angel." His bloody mouth formed a smile. "... l-love ya... g-good bud..." His mangled hand reached up and grabbed Apollo's. "b-bye..." Starbuck grew still, his breathing drew to a halt. Apollo stared at his lifeless friend, still clasping his hand in his own, tears streaming down his pained face. "Goodbye, Starbuck. I won't forget you." From the mad chaos of warp speed, the Enterprise emerged into a virtual frenzy as it dropped into the battle raging between the Distance and the New Jersey and the Basestars. Space was a collage of starships and Cylons as the raiders ducked and weaved, blasting slowly but steadily away at the shields of the two larger vessels. "Lieutenant Worf," Picard asked slowly, "can you hit one of those tankers with a photon torpedo?" "Certainly, sir." "Make it so." Taking rapid yet careful aim, Worf fired a spread of torpedoes at a Cylon tanker removed from the starships. Predictably, the Cylon raiders destroyed most of the projectiles before they could reach their destination. One torpedo, however, avoided destruction in time to detonate. The explosion was phenomenal, even from a distance. For an instant space lit up with a new star, the force of the explosion destroying the Cylon raiders within the blast radius and badly damaging the Basestar which drifted next to it. "Should I target another one, sir?" Worf asked. "My eyes! I can hardly see!" someone complained, half in jest. Picard wasn't sure who it was -- he was reeling from the flash himself. "Negative. Chief, can you give the transporters a try?" Picard asked. O'Brien turned from his new position on the battle bridge. "Well, I reckon I can give it a try captain. What should I transport?" "Can the transporters handle a Cylon raider?" "I don't see why not. According to what I learned in the Academy, Captain Scott once used these to beam up a couple of whales. I'll give it a try, sir." The Cylon centurion stood in the center of the Basestar, surveying the work of his crew. The Basestar was turning now, advancing upon the wounded Enterprise. Somehow the humans had survived the previous taskforce. They would not survive this encounter. They would be destroyed. He looked to the viewscreen, his dancing red eye taking in everything that it displayed. A raider suddenly disappeared. What had happened? Sensors did not indicate an energy release from the Enterprise such as might occur from a weapon. It did not make sense. He puzzled over it for five seconds, before the raider materialized in the middle of the control room, complete with the inertia it possessed at the moment of transport, and plowed through the centurion, his fellow Cylons, and the wall before exploding. On board the USS Distance, Commander Hartman looked at the sensor readings with stunned disbelief. "Why those --" "What is it, Mister Hartman?" the captain asked. "The Enterprise, sir. They just beamed one of the Cylon raiders into the interior of a Basestar." "Did it work?" "Apparently, captain. Energy readings from the Basestar have dropped off radically." "Can we do that?" the captain asked, turning to his science officer. "No, sir," she replied. "An Alaska class starship like ours hasn't got the power for that. We can manage a photon torpedo, though." "Very well," Captain Moore said, "Lieutenant Wiley, connect your station to the transporter room and prepare to beam a photon torpedo into that Basestar that's coming too close to us." "Aye sir." The Imperious Leader looked on in consternation as the third Basestar in as many minutes came to abrupt defeat, exploding from within. This was not appropriate. The Cylon way was to win, to conquer. Not to lose to such aberrations of life as these humans. It was a disgrace. These things weren't even reptiles -- they were mammals, a far inferior classification of life. That is why the Cylons would win. Because they were superior. He eyed the screen before him and beheld something which arrested his attention. A vessel shimmered into existence from nowhere as it rushed toward his Basestar. How had the humans managed that? Another ship, identical to the first, shimmered into view beside it, and then a third, a fourth, a fifth. He turned toward a gold-plated centurion before him. "Concentrate sensors on those ships to detect their energy readings while they are concealed. Fire at any such energy surges." "By your command." Captain Krang of the Klingon Warbird Qagh watched with satisfaction while his helmsman flew the Qagh in toward the Basestar. To rush into death's jaws so bravely lent honor to his ship and the houses of each Klingon on the ship. "Gunner," he commanded, "target laser cannons. Destroy them." "Yes, my lord," the gunner replied. While the ship began blasting the gun installments, a group of warriors prepared inside the transporter room for battle. The away team assembled their phaser rifles and slowly faded out in a shower of sparks, appearing on the inside of the Basestar to fight their way to the bridge. Geordi's voice rang out on the battle bridge, his annoyance loud and clear, "Captain, you've got to get us out of here -- now! The Enterprise can't take another shot like that." Picard coughed, trying to clear his lungs of the dust that had filled the air. "It was a lucky shot, Geordi. O'Brien's taken care of them now. There are only fifteen or so Basestars left, and none of them are near us. Isn't that good enough?" "No, captain, it's not. Look, this ship got a beating about ten hours ago that only two weeks' repair time at a starbase can heal. I've given her some aspirin, but I haven't had time to do surgery yet." "What are you saying, Geordi?" Riker asked. "Commander, my people made some temporary repairs to the Enterprise, and those are starting to fall apart. That shot alone knocked out the transporters and warp drive. Our shields are down to seven percent. We've got to get out of here, and get out of here fast." "Very well. Make it so, best possible speed." Ever so slowly, the Enterprise turned from the battle and began to move away. Worf looked at the readings on his panel and double-checked them. "Captain, someone is stealing a shuttle from shuttle bay three." "What? I thought I ordered you to put locks on those after Doctor Stubbs caused all that trouble with the time travel mechanism." "I did, sir. Nonetheless, someone is stealing a shuttle." "Raise the shuttle." "No response." "Blast it." Worf smiled. "Phasers are inoperative." "Do you think it's Apollo?" Riker suggested. "What he want with a shuttle?" Picard asked. "To get on board a Basestar and take out some Cylons?" "In his state? Good lord, I hope not. For their sake." Captain Roberta Taylor stood on board the USS New Jersey as she watched another Cylon tanker explode in a brilliant flash, removing two Basestars from the fray. "Well, admiral? Do you think they'll be willing to consider listening to us now?" The rough-looking admiral rubbed his gruff beard. "I hope so, captain. God knows I hate war. Ensign Grant, open a hailing frequency to the remaining Cylon Basestars." The red-haired ensign obliged. "Hailing frequencies open," she said. "Imperious Leader, this is Admiral Maguire of Star Fleet. As you can see, we are more than prepared for you and your fleet. We have either destroyed or incapacitated twenty-one of the twenty-six Basestars you brought into this sector. You have destroyed one of our starships and three of our allies' warbirds. It's up to you now. Do we continue this war until one side is destroyed, or would you like to call a truce and end this senseless bloodshed?" The Imperious Leader appeared, wrapped in his purple robe, exuding a sense of majesty, even in humiliation. He spoke two simple words proudly yet simply. "We yield." Part Seven His eyes locked straight ahead, the man piloted the shuttle directly to his destination. Nothing could pull him off his course. Nothing could stay his hand. His father was dead. His son was dead. His wife was dead. His sister. His friends. Everyone and everything he cherished was dust and ashes, blown by the wind in the wake of these mechanized killers. The serenity of the ships floating around him drew a stark contrast to the turmoil in his own soul. He wanted vengeance, and he was going to have it. They could kill him but they would not stop him. He would rise from his ashes and strike down a thousand more. Nothing, not even death, he swore, would contain his hatred. There. Straight ahead of him was the imperial ship, the Basestar which housed the ruler of his people's murderers. He grabbed the weapons he had brought with him: a score of grenades, two phasers, and a phaser rifle. He was determined to die this day, but he would take as many of the soulless monsters with him as possible. After pressing a few switches, he stepped into the back of the shuttle as it raced at a dangerously increased speed toward the Basestar. He reached up, touching the transporter device and faded out in a shower of light moments before the shuttle collided with the Basestar, crumpling harmlessly like a tin can under a car wheel. "Admiral Maguire, we seem to have a problem." Picard stared at the graying man. Picard found Maguire's gaze disconcerting. He was not rude or haughty in his stance, but his eyes were unnervingly peaceful and yet penetrating at the same time. "What is it, Captain Picard?" the admiral asked. "One of the Galacticans, a Commander Apollo, has stolen an Enterprise shuttle. He has ignored our hails and appears to be headed directly toward the Cylon fleet. Our transporters failed shortly after a recent blow, and we are unable to retrieve him. Can the New Jersey manage?" The admiral turned to Captain Taylor. "Roberta?" She nodded, and quickly turned to her bridge crew. "Mister Lawry, prepare to beam up the occupant of that shuttle. Lieutenants Weaver and Schlitt -- get to the transporter room and be ready for anything. Commander Apollo may prove to be unreasonable." Her con officer suddenly turned in his chair. "Captain, he's accelerating into the Basestar!" The screen showed the minute Copernicus as it suddenly picked up speed and rushed toward destruction. It exploded in a burst of light which left the Basestar intact. "God have mercy on us. We've lost him." On board the Basestar, Apollo ducked into an alcove to scope out his surroundings. He had transported into the heart of the Basestar instants before the shuttle collided with the Basestar. The Federation forces would think him dead and not come looking for him. That was the way he wanted it. He would settle this score himself. He stepped into the hallway and began to furtively walk through the ship. The broken shells of lifeless Cylons littered the floor. Some had been killed by the intership fighting, but others had died in a more personal manner. The hallway was also filled with Klingon warriors who had fought to the last, each clenching fist declaring defiance, each mouth silently shouting its undying glory. They had fought well. There were far more Cylons lying among the dead than Klingons. He stared at the Klingon dead. "You will not go unavenged." He shouldered the phaser rifle and moved on. He came around a corner. Two red eyes, dancing in the dim corridor, leapt out at him. "Halt," a synthesized voice commanded him. "Only when I'm dead," he replied and fired into the darkness, just under the lights. How many times had he and Starbuck done this during their flight? he wondered. The Cylon's incessant noise ground to a halt as he stepped over their broken shells and looked for more. "We will wait for your shuttle, your highness," the admiral said to the purple creature on the screen. "Then we can negotiate terms for peace." "Agreed," the Imperious Leader replied, and cut the channels. "He sure is pleasant," Taylor observed dryly. "Do you trust him?" Maguire asked her softly. "No. Do you?" "Not one bit. Lieutenant Key, I want a scan of that shuttle. Scan it for explosives, particularly solonite. The Cylons tried that ploy on the Enterprise a year ago." The dark-haired con officer turned to obey, checking the readings on his console. "No explosives... however, sensors detect about forty Cylon lifeforms on that ship, each armed with some sort of energy weapon, maybe a laser rifle of some sort." "This is it," the admiral groaned, covering his face with his hands. "We're back on the eve of destruction all over again. They're not going to be happy until one side or the other is destroyed." He straightened up, pulling at the bottom of his uniform top. "Inform the Imperious Leader that his boarding party is not welcome here. We want peace, not more senseless slaughter." Apollo jumped at the sudden report of the laser cannon. So it had started again. Somehow he wasn't surprised. It would always be like this, one group fighting another, preying upon them, destroying helpless innocents. There was no escape from it. The evil was bred into the very bone. If they did not fight the Cylons, the humans would fight the Klingons. Or the Romulans. Or the Borg. There would always be someone, some race portrayed as the ultimate evil, a people without love. He was as disgusted by himself as he was of the Cylons. He reached the corner, concealed by the shadows, and boldly leapt around, into the room, his rifle firing wildly. Long years of battle experience paid off as his first blast hit home. The Cylon seemed to literally explode as the phaser fire hit her dead center. The second Cylon turned and aimed his rifle at Apollo. He fired once, and Apollo's rifle flew from his hands, landing on the floor a good five feet away. He stood facing his red-eyed nemesis waiting for the blast he knew would surely come. It did not. "Enough," the Cylon said with its electronic monotone. Apollo looked at his fallen rifle uncertainly, and then back at the Cylon. Why didn't it kill him. Its eye seemed to be fixed on him, even as it wandered across its forehead. "I have had enough of fighting," the voice said. With weariness? It threw the rifle to Apollo, who caught it easily. He stared at it dumbfounded, as if he had never used a weapon in his life. "Kill me," it said simply. "That is what you came here for." Apollo stared back. He raised the gun to fire -- -- and just as quickly lowered it and tossed it to the ground beside his own. "No," he said finally. "I have had enough fighting, too. No more." He stared at the silver nemesis he had hated all his life. And it seemed to smile back. "They are doing WHAT?" the Imperious Leader bellowed, his voice echoing from the walls and the ceiling. Spectrum looked back, unmoved by his leader's anger. "They are refusing to fight, Imperious One. Hundreds of them, and their numbers are increasing. And the human Maguire has offered sanctuary within the Federation to any Cylon that approaches a starship without weapons." "NO! For over a thousand yahrens, we have preserved the Cylon Way! These humans sought to destroy us. They aided our oppressors when the tide had just begun to turn. Why should we not repay the evil they have done us? These rebels will undo all that we have ever accomplished. We are ruined!" A troop of Cylons strode in, alongside Apollo. "Kill him!" the Imperious Leader shouted, his arms flapping wildly. "Kill the human! I order it!" "Why?" Again the same monotone. "They aided our oppressors! They threaten our existence!" "Their ancestors intervened in a war they did not understand," a golden-armored centurion replied. "We have all suffered in this ageless war. Let it end." "DAMN YOU! Spectrum, kill him!" Spectrum looked at the ensemble of weaponless warriors. He turned to the highly revered Imperious Leader, who suddenly looked rather silly sitting so high up in the air. "No." "Give it up," Apollo shouted, wondering if the Imperious Leader could hear, or would even listen. "We've fought for over a thousand yahrens. What have we gained? My people are dead. Your people are dead. Who has won this war? None of us. We're all losers. "Is that what you want? Two races of people, rushing madly through the cosmos, fighting and killing one another, caught up in an endless game of annihilation? Is that really what you want?" Apollo shook his head. "You're sick. I've got no idea how you've controlled these people for as long as you have. Maybe you painted us as the evil monsters we saw you as. That doesn't matter. It's over." Apollo started as an unknown noise assaulted his ears. He turned and witnessed a sight he had never seen before. Piece by piece, the Cylons shed their armor, removing their confining cages. Freed from their shells, they slithered across the floor like the legged spineless reptiles they were. Apollo gasped in wonderment. He had never seen a Cylon without armor before. And somehow, the sight was not as repugnant as he'd expected. "Captain, we've got impulse and transporters back, but don't push them. If I were you, I'd ask for a warp tug to take us back to starbase," Geordi advised, looking his engines over in a state of worry. He did not want these to fail again. "Understood, Mr LaForge. We're just going to rejoin the main fleet. We won't be doing any battle, just transporting some personnel to the New Jersey for a conference with Admiral Maguire. Picard out." The captain sighed. Geordi treated the engines like they were his children, he mused. He probably wouldn't even let them go out on a date with a food synthesizer if he didn't know the synthesizer's parents. Picard smirked at the thought. "Mister Green, would you care to join me on the bridge of the New Jersey to meet the new Cylon delegation?" Picard asked. "Objection, sir," Riker interrupted. "We don't know for certain if they're friendly for real this time." "For crying out loud, Will, they --" "I'm putting my foot down, sir." Picard rolled his eyes. Sometimes he was grateful that Riker consistently turned down promotions which would take him from the Enterprise. And then there were times like this. "Very well. Mister Green, would you care to accompany Commander Riker to the New Jersey and meet the delegation?" Green laughed. "I'd be delighted, sir. The captain of the New Jersey is an acquaintance of mine. It would be a pleasure to see her." Days later, Green stood before a vast audience in the Enterprise's recreation deck as he closed out his concert. It had been dynamic; the energy he showed as he banged on the piano had swept everyone into his music. Whether it was a humorous, upbeat song such as his "Dear John Letter" or the songs with more somber themes, such as "Grace by which I stand," the magic was undeniable. "He's got talent," Picard confided to Doctor Crusher, who stood by him. "Just imagine where he could be if his music didn't always have those religious themes." "Oh, I don't know, Jean-Lu -- Captain," she corrected herself. "He seems to be perfectly content where he is." "Not quite. He hasn't reenlisted. He said something about starting a `ministry' back on Earth once his term is finished, whatever that means, or signing on a civilian ship called the Anastasis. Apparently it's owned by some friends of his with similar beliefs. Still, despite our philosophical differences, I will miss the man. He's an excellent officer." Green's voice floated through the air, breaking in on their conversation. "All my life, I was searching for something out there, some meaning to life. To put it simply, I was seeking God. I convinced myself that if I could only become perfect, that if only I had perfect thoughts, acted perfectly, that God would accept me as worthy and I would find Him. "If only. "But I couldn't, not on my own strength. I could never approach God, never attain the perfection I needed to be with Him. That's when I found out that God was seeking *me*, He was actively seeking a relationship with me, that He came down to my level so He keep meet me where I was. And He did that. "More than that, He died for each one of us so that we could be made acceptable to Him. When we accept His Son into our hearts, He looks on us and doesn't see our impurities, our imperfections any more. They've been paid for. "He proved himself to me in such a complete way, such a holy way, that I could never be the same again. People who knew me before never knew that I could believe something so strongly, but I can now. The only proof I can give you is that he lives in my heart. He lives in my heart. That's the only proof I can give you." Wonderful, Picard thought. He's proselytizing everyone here, including the Cylons. But Green's voice cut through his thoughts and he found himself riveted to his words, as though they had some eternal significance. He listened as Green sang passionately, imploringly Most people don't find Till they're half dead, That someone has to pay the price. You can pay it yourself --ha -- Or let someone else. But who would be that nice? To pay a debt that isn't His! Well, I know Someone like that, And He's your best friend, He really is. He really loves you! As Green continued to sing, Picard felt himself deeply impressed again. The performance was moving in its power. All across the rec hall, he saw people stirring as they moved forward to the stage where some of Green's helpers were. Worf was up there someplace, he recalled. He turned to leave, saddened at the unfortunate effect Green was having on those assembled as the closing words of Green's song reached him. You know, you're gonna find out That He's the Way, No matter which way you choose. But I pray you'll find out By His love for you. Picard felt something tug at his heart, a powerful yearning which swept over him. Somehow tonight seemed immensely important, as though he had to make an important decision now. Emotionalism, he scoffed. This is ridiculous. He surveyed the room as dozens moved forward in response to Green's plea. Humans, Vulcans, Cylons, members of nearly every race seemed to respond to a feeling of immediacy that night. Picard shook his head sadly and then -- that light! blinding! that noise! deafening! He had heard the sound before, during one of Q's illusions a few months before and seen a similar light at the same time, but what was causing it this time? What in the blazes? The loud singing quieted, the lighting dimmed to normal, and when Picard looked around, despair gnawed at his soul. Over a third of the people who had been in the room had vanished, and somehow the refrain from a song sung earlier by one of Green's friends began to replay itself in his mind. How could you have been so blind? The Father spoke, the demons dined, The Son has come and you've been left behind. I wish we'd all been ready...